[ Nier is thankful that Jun didn't have lasting damage or end up dying from that fight. He feels guilty for hurting everybody under the possession, but it seems like they can still heal with time. He quietly nods to himself and ponders alone while writing the next message. ] In some other world I found that book and made a contract with it. I traded my soul for power.
So, uh. I'm not human and I don't have a soul anymore. Does that bother you?
[Uh. Well. That's a question to get. Jun stares at the message a moment, rereading it several times to make sure he didn't misread, before responding back]
I'm not bothered by the "not human" part, however...
I do work for the church, you know. Trading your immortal soul in order to gain a dark power is something we frown upon in general, I'm afraid.
I would really hope people don't just leave cursed books lying around. It's dangerous.
[ The church just keeps the weirdest things it seems. But Jun isn't just a student that likes anime. Nier has so many questions too and it seemed like everybody had something to hide. ]
The what now? Korn Order?
[ Somethings don't change like Nier's inability to say names correctly the first time. The Korn order sounds very off and wrong.]
How about "The Orden"? That's what we usually call it for short.
[And boy, he sure is jumping to conclusions]
I said it sounds LIKE a book you'd find in there, not that I know for sure it was. Most likely, that book came from a different world than mine, so it was never in the library to begin with.
[ Jumping to conclusions is what he does best! Somehow Nier survived his med program while being a slow learner. He worked hard to make up for his weaknesses. So he might have to take time to understand this whole multiverse and magical realms thing too. ]
Oh....[ There's like a 5 min pause between his next messages because he finally understands it! Nier is having his moment of realization.]
Well I lived in a nicer apartment for one. My living allowance with the Orden is much better than what I get paid as a maid.
Besides that, in a sense- there's a lot of similarities to what I'm doing now. Seal Knights are sent to places with reported supernatural incidents. Once we're there, we do our best to blend in with the locals - all while doing what we can to resolve the incidents without drawing attention to ourselves. Once everything is resolved, we move onto the next place.
Normally though, I handle cases in Japan. There's other Seal Knights who typically handle America. And I'd have a lot more access to resources through the Orden, while I don't have anything like that here.
Huh. That must be hard for you. I don't know what kind of things you experienced in this other world but you had a lot of jobs to do. You're helping people like me all the time.
Having no resources or even your other knights to fall back on...doesn't that make you feel lonely?
[ Nier thinks that Jun might miss his old companions and his fellow knights a lot. He's trying to sympathize with the situation to the best of his ability. ]
"Helping people like you" might be putting it strongly. Most possession cases end in the death of the possession victim. You were lucky it didn't come to that.
[And ah. That question. He pauses a little, because there's people he misses- but it isn't the other knights. But he does know that's a very complicated question that he has trouble vocalize how he feels about it (besides there's a weird feeling in his chest) so he'll just...evade]
Back then I had already accepted my death. Dying didn't seem scary to me and I thought it might come to that.
At any rate, I'm alive because you didn't abandon me.
[ It was a really close call. So Nier didn't die or end up hurting more people because of the possession. He's not alone and as long as he has friends he'll be fine. ]
You have plenty of time to think about things now. If you ever need someone to talk to just know I'm here for you.
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[ Nier is thankful that Jun didn't have lasting damage or end up dying from that fight. He feels guilty for hurting everybody under the possession, but it seems like they can still heal with time. He quietly nods to himself and ponders alone while writing the next message. ]
In some other world I found that book and made a contract with it. I traded my soul for power.
So, uh. I'm not human and I don't have a soul anymore. Does that bother you?
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I'm not bothered by the "not human" part, however...
I do work for the church, you know. Trading your immortal soul in order to gain a dark power is something we frown upon in general, I'm afraid.
Did you willingly make this trade in this world?
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[ Nier remembers how much pain he felt from Jun's attacks. That must be Jun's natural strength. He's a lot tougher than he looks.
Plus, Nier doesn't understand many things but he knows most people would think it's a bad idea to trade off your soul. ]
I think so, yeah. In that other world I was powerless and I couldn't save anybody. Not even myself.
It's frustrating to be helpless so I agreed to the terms. That book called itself Grimoire Noir.
Does that name sound familiar?
[ It's possible that Jun might have heard of magical tomes called Grimoires before. He has his own magic. ]
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[But yeah, that story sounds about that. Evil sure loved to take advantage of people when they're desperate.]
Not specifically, no. But it sounds like something that'd be kept in the Sealed Library of the Orden.
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[ The church just keeps the weirdest things it seems. But Jun isn't just a student that likes anime. Nier has so many questions too and it seemed like everybody had something to hide. ]
The what now? Korn Order?
[ Somethings don't change like Nier's inability to say names correctly the first time. The Korn order sounds very off and wrong.]
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[At least he's pretty used to idiots so he'll just correct and move on]
Yes, it is. That's why they're in the SEALED library. They're sealed away from people.
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[ Close enough maybe? It's better if he shortens it and keep it simple. Nier can be very dense sometimes. ]
If it's sealed then how would something like that escape? Is it even possible?
[ He thinks it might be possible but he hasn't actually seen this Sealed Library for himself. ]
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[And boy, he sure is jumping to conclusions]
I said it sounds LIKE a book you'd find in there, not that I know for sure it was. Most likely, that book came from a different world than mine, so it was never in the library to begin with.
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[ Jumping to conclusions is what he does best! Somehow Nier survived his med program while being a slow learner. He worked hard to make up for his weaknesses. So he might have to take time to understand this whole multiverse and magical realms thing too. ]
Oh....[ There's like a 5 min pause between his next messages because he finally understands it! Nier is having his moment of realization.]
A different world. I understand it now.
You're a genius!
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How am I a genius?
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I would have never thought of that.
[ magic isn't his area of expertise so he thinks that Jun is a genius in that topic. ]
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Different world, Nier. Not different library. I'm not from THIS Earth.
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Don't you want to go back to your own earth?
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I just haven't figured out HOW yet.
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What kind of life did you live before?
I bet it's different from what's going on here.
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Besides that, in a sense- there's a lot of similarities to what I'm doing now. Seal Knights are sent to places with reported supernatural incidents. Once we're there, we do our best to blend in with the locals - all while doing what we can to resolve the incidents without drawing attention to ourselves. Once everything is resolved, we move onto the next place.
Normally though, I handle cases in Japan. There's other Seal Knights who typically handle America. And I'd have a lot more access to resources through the Orden, while I don't have anything like that here.
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Having no resources or even your other knights to fall back on...doesn't that make you feel lonely?
[ Nier thinks that Jun might miss his old companions and his fellow knights a lot. He's trying to sympathize with the situation to the best of his ability. ]
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[And ah. That question. He pauses a little, because there's people he misses- but it isn't the other knights. But he does know that's a very complicated question that he has trouble vocalize how he feels about it (besides there's a weird feeling in his chest) so he'll just...evade]
Not sure. I haven't thought about it much.
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At any rate, I'm alive because you didn't abandon me.
[ It was a really close call. So Nier didn't die or end up hurting more people because of the possession. He's not alone and as long as he has friends he'll be fine. ]
You have plenty of time to think about things now. If you ever need someone to talk to just know I'm here for you.
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Jun is too socially inept to know how to respond to these sincere and kind words. Help. He wants to crawl under a rock.]
Haha...I told you, it's Noah that deserves that praise.
But thank you. I'll keep that in mind.
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[ Crawling under a rock sounds like a good idea right about now. ]
I think for now I'll just rest and try to recover. That possession messed with my head a little.
Try to take it easy, alright? You ran around fighting like crazy.
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Hm, get as much rest as you can. You went through quite an ordeal.
Don't worry, I know to rest after a mission. I'm relaxing as I can.