[By the time Varian returns, Jun will have finished his bagel. He didn't feel particularly hungry due to all the stress, but he knew he had to eat, so he had forced himself to complete it.
But when his partner sits down and wraps his arms around him, he'll melt a little in relief. He'll scoot over to lean against him, wolf ears appearing on his head that show both his exhaustion and his trust in Varian.
Varian is the type to want to talk things out, but that's never really been Jun's style. So he's thankful at the message telegraphed to him, knowing he won't have to put into words what he's feeling. ]
... Maybe later, when we're out of this place. [once they're out of the hospital and the worst is over. When Jun feels less like they are balancing on the point of a knife, he'll have time to find the words.] For now.... just be here with me. Please?
[He knows Varian is the type to want to rush off and try to find a solution, that's how he deals with things. But there wasn't any solution that either of them were qualified to find. So right now? Jun just wanted his presence, to be reassured of something there was something solid in his life. To get out of his mind how it felt carrying Haru a few hours earlier - like he carrying fragile glass, with every coughing fit feeling like it could be the one to cause something to shatter]
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But when his partner sits down and wraps his arms around him, he'll melt a little in relief. He'll scoot over to lean against him, wolf ears appearing on his head that show both his exhaustion and his trust in Varian.
Varian is the type to want to talk things out, but that's never really been Jun's style. So he's thankful at the message telegraphed to him, knowing he won't have to put into words what he's feeling. ]
... Maybe later, when we're out of this place. [once they're out of the hospital and the worst is over. When Jun feels less like they are balancing on the point of a knife, he'll have time to find the words.] For now.... just be here with me. Please?
[He knows Varian is the type to want to rush off and try to find a solution, that's how he deals with things. But there wasn't any solution that either of them were qualified to find. So right now? Jun just wanted his presence, to be reassured of something there was something solid in his life. To get out of his mind how it felt carrying Haru a few hours earlier - like he carrying fragile glass, with every coughing fit feeling like it could be the one to cause something to shatter]